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Axel/Roxas Fanart Sketch for Selphiebooyaka

Wed, 31 May 2006 19:25:30 GMT

*throws scanner out the window, strangely it worked again.* Yey!

I really hate my scanner if you couln't tell but, I'm glad its working *pets it*

Anwholzles, here is another requesty~

Rating: *laughs* not worksafe.

*kicks scanner again for the heck of it*

I swear I need a new scanner.

Wed, 31 May 2006 03:35:42 GMT

I guess since the last couple of days, I've been putting my crap-tacular scanner that I had for almost 5 years now, into overdrive. Now today when I was about to scan, it just quit. 9_9 so it takes 1 day to reset itself again. I really need to slow down on the request but I'm trying to finish them before my vacation trip this month. (and trying to get over my damn writing block ) ~.~ So I don't care if my hand falls off before hand, at least I will have fun drawing them. Now If you excuse me, time for me to bang my head against the wall in annoyance.

Stolen from midnight12181

Sun, 14 May 2006 18:39:45 GMT

The first 10 people to comment on this post get to request a drabble – 100 words – on a subject/character of their choosing from me. In return, they have to post this in their journal. Post all fandoms you’re willing to write for.

-Kingdom Hearts (1 and 2 )
-Final Fantasy VII (Advent Children too )
-Final Fantasy VIII
-Naruto
-Xenosaga (Episode 1 and 2 )

Yaoi and Yuri (I'll try it)is allowed.

So I need some muses today~ And I want to write something xD

Ugh..

Sun, 14 May 2006 04:59:05 GMT

I spent 4 hours yesterday and all day today coloring. I guess testing out my patience level. It is thin. I'm tired. Going to bed soon. 9__9

Tarot News, E3, Sickness, Job Search

Thu, 11 May 2006 17:24:38 GMT

In the Tarot News: I was half way done coloring the The Star when my photoshop clicked out by itself. I was about to save it and before I did, my window exploded. Again. I'm getting frustrated with Photoshop. I might as well start the coloring process over and just do it in openCanvas. I'm still pretty new at that program but I'm a fast learner. *kicks Photoshop over and over.* So again for the 110th time, I'm running scans to see what's the damn problem with that program. If I don't find anything again, after 5 years having Photoshop, I'm chunking it out the window. Period. I heart Photoshop but dammit when it does that, I hate the damn thing. I'll give the coloring another go later tonight.

Besides being all bitchy about Photoshop, E3! Yes my faviorite time of the year when my fangirlism go to its maxium. This year was pretty big. More surprises and omg I want the Wii! Yes, Nintendo..what the fuck are you smoking? Wii?? Okay I won't rant this time, but...Wii? *sigh* Anyway, Nintendo is pulling alot of surprises, I'm glad for them. PS3....Holy crap. 499?! That's like..a car payment. Then there's another version of the PS3 that will cost 599. o_o They are out their fucking minds. But if I want to play Final Fantasy XII and Final Fantasy versus XIII, I'll have to get it...guh. Speaking of Final Fantasy versus XIII, it seem my fangirlism just went to on rampage. From what I've heard, you get to play as the villian. Huzzah! Not only that but holy hell the guy (</a>)...I mean..yeesh. Mr. Nomura really just made me squeally this time. I want his name dammit. *flails* (He looks like Zexion O_o...or Vincent's and Yazoo's love child..one or the other..) Eventually all of my hyperness will die down soon...maybe. I want info on KH3. I dunno...to me, KH2 felt so rushed. Its fun and all but I couldn't shake the feeling of it was rushed. Anywayz, PS3 have shiny graphics..but it makes me wonder if the games will be worth it...it better be.
Xbox 360......ugh. Boring. (Lets skip that.)
Wii (again), I want Zelda. Link looks so molestable >>; Esp. In SSBB.

Besides E3 news, I'm sickish again. Just a sore throat o.O; I took some Thera Flu again but nothing happened yet.

Still looking for a jobbie. No luck so far, gotta call a couple of places again. ^_^

Okay, I'm done for today...its still morning. Meh. I'll might update again later xD

Progress on Tarot and Wow...

Mon, 01 May 2006 07:09:17 GMT

First off in the tarot news, Namine 'The Star' sketch is almost completed. I just have to add all of those fancy details and what not onto the picture. I'm happy with the way the pose is turning out so far. Even though I'm still on that 'Journey to be like Mr. Nomura's wanna be' art style, I'm trying something different that look...'Tarot-ish'? (<- if that is a word or not, I have to figure that out through the massive amount of yaoi that has been plaguing my poor brain.) But over all, I think once its colored and the tarot border is around it, it will look nice.

In other news, I have been bitten by the Crack!bug. I was just trying to find something new to read when I came across this fiction at Fanfiction.net. Zexion/Demyx...yes you read that right. I'm still trying to find out why I like it. I didn't even think about this pairing but..I guess that 'opposite attract' rule applies here.

And I also think that , Demyx is an all around person..hence why I like Xigbar/Demyx..(Please don't ask why, I'm still trying to figure that out myself still.) He jumps to one person to the next. The poor boy needs to settle down..then again..its us yaoi fan 'kooks' that be placing him in odd pairings and situations XD

And gosh dangit, there should be more Xemnas/Saix love -_-; I don't care if they still be ranting on about Kingdom Hearts, its THERE (when I say 'there' I mean its cannon ). =_=

Yes sleep is dear 9_9 must go...

Whew...

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 01:18:22 GMT

Wow today have been a busy day. Between cleaning and just doing more art. But I actually took time today and did the Tarot border template for the Major Arcana deck.

I really didn't expect for it to take 3 hours to do though. But after 20 tries, I'm happy the way it came out. You can see a preview of it here:

I'm still experimenting with the font, so its not final yet.

I'm currently doing two cards at the same time..but I might get done with The Star(Namine) first to see how it will turn out *nods*

That is it for now <3

Holy Moly -_-

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 07:34:55 GMT

Yeah I know I said that I would be turning this into just an Fanfic/ Fanart thing but..I think this counts xD

First off: I need a to do list.

::Things to do::

:Finsih the Redux of Human!Mickey drawing

:Do the Major Arcana KH Tarot Cards. [10/22 are picked]
-Empress~ Marluxia
-The Hanged Man~ Axel
-Moon~ Saix
-Judgement~ Xemnas
-Wheel of Fortune~ Luxord
-The Fool~ Demyx
-Death~ Xehanort
-Devil~ Zexion (bondage anyone? XD; )
-The Lovers~ Axel/Roxas and Riku/Sora ( Yeah doing two cards of that one)
-The Tower~ Memory's Skyscraper

:Get started on the AU drawings of the massive fic me and my friends are doing

:Finish the Chibi Mudfight that I have been promising

:Practice drawing smut

:Prehaps write another crack fic

:Stop staring at Eliot from DoA 4 *points to my background image*

:And practice more smut drawings....

I think that's it XD

'Darken Blood of Sakuras' Marluxia/Axel KH2 Drabble

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 04:54:20 GMT

Heres an old back-dated Drabble.

'Darken Blood of Sakuras'
Pairing: Marluxia/Axel
Disclaimer: Semi-Worksafe
Words: 713
Disclaimer: Sadly I don't own it.
Comments are welcomed!

(Axel's Point of View)

Sometimes I often question myself why I'm here in the first place. Why I'm standing in this white corridor with elegant and unique style that were way beyond my taste. Such design often made me sick to my stomach and a headache that comes and goes as it pleases. Its sicken really. Horrifyingly sicking.

As I walk further down the hallway, I can hear my pair of boots clang on the marble flooring. My ears tweaked at another sound that wasn't far off behind me. I stopped in my tracks not wanting to turn around and see that pompous jackass and his god damn smirk that gets me every time.

A familiar scent of sakura petals filled my nostrils as it flowed in the air. I hate that smell. Every time he was around me, that deep aura of blood and petals seem to drawn me into his little trap like a play thing. But I know better to fall into his mind games and simple pleasures. However, I may say that now but during that quick fuck that he gives me, I too seem to forget what I'm setting for.

“Aren't you going to greet me?” Why should I? I turned my head slightly, giving the Lord of Castle Oblivion a side long glance of annoyance. There I see him at the end of the hall, with his dark lips tugged upwards into that damn smirk. One day, I'll wipe that smirk off his face and see him squirm, begging me to spare him. I was snapped out of my thoughts as he spoke up again.

“Hm. So I see. Still angry over what I said?” No. Angry wasn't the word. It was more of that thin line between hate and betrayal. My aqua eyes set in his misty hue blue ones and I also smirked.

“Who said that I was angry?” He gives a shrug. Hmph. Bastard.

“I know you Axel. You know damn well as I do about how you really feel about me.”

“Like hell I do.” I snapped back. There it goes again. That scent of crimson dominance and those damned flowers. I could hear him walk closer to me, taking each step slow and swayed while doing it. How annoying. Its like he can't find a better hobby to pass time beside fucking me all day...but here I am...awaiting him openly.

It wasn't long that I soon found my back pressed up on the floor with him straddling his hips and kissing down my jawline, nibbling at my hot flesh. Really he doesn't care where we do it. Hell, he doesn't care if we get caught in the act.

My spine chilled as I felt his tongue dart and taste my skin. I look over to the side, not wanting to meet his gaze. His roaming hands soon found their way to my coat zipper and started to pull it down slowly.

“No matter how much you struggle, Axel...you won't be able to fight me nor defeat me.” He whispers in my ear smoothly and deeply.

I may not defeat him, but I'll be sure in this day in hell to bathe in his darken blood of sakuras afterwards he's dead. And that, would bring me sanity of so-called 'Happiness'.
~~***~~

I had posted this on Fanfiction.net a while back 9_9

Kingdom Hearts 2 drabble. Xemnas/ Saïx 'Distance'

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 06:30:02 GMT

This pairing is really growing fond on me. For reasons I really don't know. Maybe its that rare thing o_o..then again..I'm odd like that xD

Distance'
Pairing: Xemnas/Saïx
Rating: Worksafe
Notes: Takes place in The World That Never Was
Warnings: Spoilers if you haven't gotten that far.
Disclaimer: ...Nope T.T Don't own it.
Words: 306
Comments are welcome <33

“Yes...Kingdom Hearts. Rejoice and feast on the hearts we offer.” There was a slight pause as he lifted his eyes up to the heart shaped moon of the painted dark skies above him. “Shine your pale light on this empty realm.” He raised his arms up high like a druid praying for a endless wondering soul whom will grant his wishes. “Share your power with all Nobodies!” His voice boomed while it was smooth, deep but yet malice that make any existent person quiver with fear.

He fail to notice a dark aura appearing behind him as the VIIth Organization member steps out from the abyss, planting his feet on the white cold steel.

“Xemnas, is Kingdom Hearts ready?” He asked his Superior not moving an inch nor breathing heavily.

“Very soon.”

“Then I can end this charade?” Xemnas turns around slowly, turning to his beloved second in command Nobody.

“Indeed.” Something deep inside has awoken within him. Perhaps it was the beast-like nature responding to the reply...or it could be simply he had waited so long for this very moment.

“How I waited to hear that.” His lips tugged upwards into a coy smirk, baring his teeth. But his smirk soon started to fade when he found Xemnas in front of him, placing the back of his gloved hand on his face.

“Do not fail me, Saïx.” He whispers deeply but also very far.

“Of course not. I don't attend to fail you any time soon.” He replied swiftly. “And when this is over..” he trailed off with a simple shake of Xemnas head.

“There's no need to explain. For I already know.” Saïx nodded and disappeared back into the black portal to await his visitors. He will not fail. He needs his heart just as Xemnas needed power.

****

These two are possessing me lately x_x;

Kingdom Hearts 2 Drabble Axel/ Roxas (one-sided)

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 23:16:49 GMT

Here's a short 379 word drabble. (Actually its part of fanfic but...hey xD )

Pairing: Axel/Roxas (one sided )
Rating: Worksafe
Disclaimer: Nope. Don't own it.
Spoilers!!

[Axel's Point of View]

That was it. This was it. If someone would ask me..long before I join the XIII Organization that I would end up like this, I would chuckle in their faces and waved them off of how utterly ridiculous it sounds. Me and dying doesn't go together in one sentence. But...
Here I am..drifting in endless darkness. No Satan greeting me yet nor no hell fires from the depths of the earth has come to get me. Just drifting like the Nobody like I am.
I can feel my eyes shutting on me and my body not moving through the endless currents of dark waves. Heh. I can't even here my own self breathing through my nostrils. Its so quiet.....
.....
I hate the silence.

Sometimes I question myself, 'Did I get what I wanted?'. Simple.

No. A plain fucking no. All I ever fucking wanted was myself again. My true self before I got experimented on. I would think somewhere down that nice path of a so called life, that I'll be complete again...I laugh and spite myself now. Then there was Roxas...

Never in my life that I would develop feelings for the XIIIth member of the Organization. But that day when he left...

I died...again. Hell, I cared about him. He gave a damn about me. He was the only one to make me happy for what I truly was.

Thinking about him makes me angry. He could have ignored, “I want to find out who I really am” bit. Really, was he trying to be heroic? If so, it was a pathetic job of doing so.

'No one will miss me..'

I still remember his voice. Faint but still there. I guess I shouldn't talk about him like that. He was my best friend afterall..even though secretly I wanted more. Keep dreaming, Axel. That's all you've ever done.

Now look where I am. Talking to my god damn self. Maybe I am insane...not that I was sane to begin with.

Sometimes I wish that I had a second chance. To redo everything. My life. I had so much taken away from me...

I just wanted to end...this drifting....why can't it pass sooner...I....

Feel alone.

*~*

A first writing these two xD well..about these two o.o;

'Avec Plasir' Kingdom Hearts 2 Ficlet.

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 21:41:31 GMT

My muses demanded it and wanted to do something with Xenmas and Saix. Why? Because they are possessive bastards >_<

Xemnas/Saix song ficlet.

Worksafe.

Disclaimer: ...Yeah..Kingdom Hearts 2 will be full of slashy smut if I owned it.

My eyes burn naked,
my black cold numbers,
my insecurities,
my devious nature,
make it go away.

“My Lord.” The bluish silver haired man came into the semi-lit room, where candles were up high on the dressers and the window seal as he stepped in. The air filled his nostrils of the thick aroma of various of scents were in a complicated mixture. The spicy smell of cinnamon to the softer smell of roses. Looking around, he found Xemnas looking out the tinted window, looking of what will be his...what will be his and their meaning of existence. One more day before Kingdom Hearts will be active and fulfilled. He can feel his own life bound to the palm of his hand, ready to..and willing for his true arrival.

My rest between rubber,
my spider shadow,
my shattered dancer.

His assistant steps forward but to pause mid step as he felt golden orbs upon him, gazing into his body as if it owned a soul.

“Must you always come to me with such formality?” The tanned skin man shifted in his seat to look at Saix fully. “Such things like that isn't needed or necessary.”

Beautiful, broken,
my crystal fingers,
beautiful, broken,
my crystal fingers.

“I apologize.” Said the calm voice. He walked across the room to meet his leader, stopping in front of him. He was about to open his mouth to speak however the words that was forming in his throat halted as he saw a familiar smirk that is well known to him.

Xenmas quickly dismissed it as he spoke. “Is there a reason for your presence at this very moment?” Saix nodded.

“I came to ask how much longer.”

“Is that it really, Saix? Or is it something else that you wish to ask me?” Once again, Saix tried to speak but instead he looked out the window..staring at what is to soon be freedom.

My glass like rain,
my illuminations, my cracks are sliding,
shaker, feather,
rubber, duster,

“Of course. Nothing else has crossed my mind.” The luna diviner could feel the older male mind constantly reading his. It sickened Saix to the point he actually enjoyed it...perhaps..wouldn't mind it as often as it needs to be.

“Saix...why do you hinder yourself?”

“I'm only doing it for your best interest, Xemnas.”

Cold, cool,
your fingers, broken,
beautiful, wonderful,

“So I see. Is that why you come to me in frequent visits of claiming to have 'reports' or 'tracking'?” No answer came from Saix as he looked back at the other. “I'm no fool..I can see what you truly want.”

Xemnas stood as he gracefully planted his hands on Saix shoulders. He leaned down close to the other's ear, taking in the scent of his cruel nature and well being. As one would say, it was intoxicating but merely meaningless.

Saix tries not to let a shiver run pass through him as he felt the older male's warm breath teasingly on him..whispering and ghosting him words that wasn't even there or said yet. Closing his yellow sharp eyes, he remained passive like a stone out in the desert.

“Is there something that you want, Xemnas?” Saix swore he heard a light chuckle that played with his mind. But there was none.

The superior trailed his hands down from the younger man down to his sides, letting his fingers linger for a moment or so. “Why ask when you know that I can simply take it away from you. Without any questions nor knowledge.” Saix closed his eyes at that statement, thinking and making his own thoughts about those 'compassionate' words cease. He turns around to face the man, looking straight in to his golden hue eyes. His expression remained the same. Nothing about him changed. Neither did he flinched nor blink. He just stood there, breathing quietly. He could feel Xemnas trying to read his mind, but even he couldn't read his own 'desires'.

Paper flaps,
how you love,
love to love,

“Xemnas.” He pauses briefly. “Take whatever you want from me. For you, you know that I will only serve you and our purpose of trying to exist. If my body means that you will get stronger and will aid us, then by all means..take it." That time, Saix heard that chuckle coming the Superior. Quickly letting out his thoughts he awaited for Xemnas answer.

"Saix...you are the one closer to me than one else here. You know my true purposes and my desires. " As he says this, a single digit trailed on the younger man's lips soothingly and gently. "If I exist for anything, Saix...it would not be for you." The words doesn't phase the lunar diviner as he hear this. He just simply closes his eyes as he felt the same finger that was upon his lips trail down to the zipper on his coat. He could feel it being tugged on, pulling it down to reveal more of his milky white skin.

Love and stitch,
shaker, rubber, striper.

“Don't get me wrong, Saix.” Xemnas said, still slightly breathing in the other's ear. “Only I can see what your body is truly worth.” Saix didn't seem to mind that the older man's lips were on the side of his neck, sucking and nipping at the skin willingly. He doesn't even seem to notice that he shifted his head to the side for Xemnas to gain more access. No emotion crossed his face while this was happening. Saix knew that he will give anything if not everything to Xemnas alone. He was more than willing to follow his Superior to the end..even if it means the tide will break and fall upon them.

Beautiful, broken,
my crystal fingers,
beautiful, broken,
my crystal fingers.

This is my first time writing these two out in a fic..I hope it wasn't too bad >>; (I may continue with a smut ficlet ) The song used in this ficlet was Underworld- Sola Sistim.

:::Kingdom Hearts 2 and Candy:::

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 05:59:40 GMT

Yes, why would I say candy? Well first off,

I would like to start off by saying...Mr.Nomura. Thank you! Thank you for making Chains of Memories and Kingdom Hearts II with more slashy characters. I think I felt like getting that off my chest. Heh.

Candy. Why would I state Candy in my title post? Saix is one yummay peice of it. And Xenmas likes to suck it.

Okay now that is out the way, I think I'll turn this into a ficlet/picture thing. Yay. That's it for now o_o